Well as most of you probably know I am no longer pregnant. It is sad yes, but God has really been helping me through it. I feel like I am handling this very well, and its all because of Jesus Christ and the wonderful family and church family and friends that I have been blessed to be surrounded by. I have realized that I just need to stay focused on the positive side of things like: I know I can get pregnant, I can go on the missions trip, i can keep the job that I love for longer and i am going to be by myself when i am pregnant or at least there most likely wont be as many friends pregnant at the same time as me and i can get all the hand me downs that the others who are before don’t want to hold onto! I have found that by focusing on those things i am not as upset as some people have told me they were when they lost a child. I know that God has wonderful children planned for Paul and my life and hopefully I will be able to write that I am pregnant again by the end of the year. For now I will keep my mind on the positive and pray for God to bless us with another child that is healthy. I’m praying for a little girl!!!!
